ok i guess i'm just venting.
THIS IS ALL THIS IS,
if you care to respond! thank you i appreciate it.
otherwise, carry on...
feel free to use this as the vent thread from past
OMG I CANT BELIEVE WHAT I EVER SAW IN THIS PERSON "experiences"
here's a little background info.
i met this guy years ago, when i lived in toronto- and accidently got back in touch with guy because we're both online semi-ravers or at least we still post and stuff... i dated this guy, [last sept-early november] he fell in love with me, and i didn't love him back. [i obviously made him very upset] we dated for almost 2 months? saw each other maybe 5 times? it was long distance, and i worked alot... so did he... [nothing right? a simple oh well? it didn't work out? sorry?]
and i tried to be friends with him after that.
about january last year, he had had enough of me i guess?
saying i lied to him, and all this SHIT [shit=he's been going on and on and on for what, almost a year now?]
he claims he's out to make my life on the internet miserable.
that he's there to "point out my flaws, and push my buttons"
he calls me fat, and ugly, and always makes jokes every chance he can get on various messageboards (obviously not this one) about me, about how i'm a lier and slut, and blah blah [typical i hate you exboyfriend comments]
the thing is, he's just pathetic to me.
he thinks he's making me cry or something?
like i care what he thinks?
he doesn't make me cry, or what he says doesn't bother me.
it only bothers me that i can't even play "nice" on the internet without him harrassing me. it's getting old. and quite ANNOYING.
he's been spoken to by moderators a few times so now he just pm's me harassing me, but that doesn't moderate the comments on other boards, or on purerave in my pictures, in my journal, private messages...
what do you do about a guy like this?
ignoring him, doesn't work.
responding to him maturely doesn't work.
trying to "talk things out" so we can be at least civil, doesn't work.
do i want to keep posting on message boards? well- that's debateable, but i refuse to be pushed out by some loser like this.
most recent: [yesturdays message]
i claim he's never gotten over me
that just bugs him more ! hahah
he uses these LAME stabs like OUCH THEY HURT MY FEELINGS.
when they don't, i thought maybe bugging him to actually be funny with his comments would be more amusing... then he just says "i'm not here to be funny, i'm here to make you cry"
ya i'm 23.
ya i live at home.
ya i work at home depot.
so what? i'm not ashamed of it.
i'm saving for college, so i don't have to get osap
[because we're still paying off my old debt, and to be considered not-with my parents income, i have to be out of school for 4 years] i've applied for september.
starting january on top of working over 40 hours a week, i'm volunteering with troubled teens and working with a coordinator for programs to keep kids/teens off the streets, and into learning and focusing on their futur.
all i want, is my time spent surfing and wasting time on the internet to be a good one. i'm just tired of this guy. it's been almost a year, like you'd think he'd given up by now?
and how pathetic is this?
it's ridiculous.
i don't care if i've gained weight since him and i dated.
i'm still thinner than i was before i started doing drugs, and starving myself etc... so honestly i think i'm healthy.
plus, give me a break- one size different is nothing.
from a 7- 8/9 big deal! and oh ouch, my double chin...
like that's something i care about. i had one before, i have one now. it's not like it's this big surprise that now that i'm nto shoving mad amounts of meth up my nose, or starving myself that it's like i've never seen myself look like this.
this is how i was before the drugs,
so as far i'm concerned this is ME.
but FUCK, if i had the level of immurity he does
i would sink to his level.
but i've tried to be positive towards all this,
and actually try and bite my tongue and be nice to him,
because i just feel like there's no point in acting like a grade schooler like he is. i'm 23, for fuck sakes.
anywayz thanks for listening.
i'm just glad i got that out.
i guess this should be in the "nobody cares thread" huh?
haha
THIS IS ALL THIS IS,
if you care to respond! thank you i appreciate it.
otherwise, carry on...
feel free to use this as the vent thread from past
OMG I CANT BELIEVE WHAT I EVER SAW IN THIS PERSON "experiences"
here's a little background info.
i met this guy years ago, when i lived in toronto- and accidently got back in touch with guy because we're both online semi-ravers or at least we still post and stuff... i dated this guy, [last sept-early november] he fell in love with me, and i didn't love him back. [i obviously made him very upset] we dated for almost 2 months? saw each other maybe 5 times? it was long distance, and i worked alot... so did he... [nothing right? a simple oh well? it didn't work out? sorry?]
and i tried to be friends with him after that.
about january last year, he had had enough of me i guess?
saying i lied to him, and all this SHIT [shit=he's been going on and on and on for what, almost a year now?]
he claims he's out to make my life on the internet miserable.
that he's there to "point out my flaws, and push my buttons"
he calls me fat, and ugly, and always makes jokes every chance he can get on various messageboards (obviously not this one) about me, about how i'm a lier and slut, and blah blah [typical i hate you exboyfriend comments]
the thing is, he's just pathetic to me.
he thinks he's making me cry or something?
like i care what he thinks?
he doesn't make me cry, or what he says doesn't bother me.
it only bothers me that i can't even play "nice" on the internet without him harrassing me. it's getting old. and quite ANNOYING.
he's been spoken to by moderators a few times so now he just pm's me harassing me, but that doesn't moderate the comments on other boards, or on purerave in my pictures, in my journal, private messages...
what do you do about a guy like this?
ignoring him, doesn't work.
responding to him maturely doesn't work.
trying to "talk things out" so we can be at least civil, doesn't work.
do i want to keep posting on message boards? well- that's debateable, but i refuse to be pushed out by some loser like this.
most recent: [yesturdays message]
i claim he's never gotten over me
that just bugs him more ! hahah
he uses these LAME stabs like OUCH THEY HURT MY FEELINGS.
when they don't, i thought maybe bugging him to actually be funny with his comments would be more amusing... then he just says "i'm not here to be funny, i'm here to make you cry"
ya i'm 23.
ya i live at home.
ya i work at home depot.
so what? i'm not ashamed of it.
i'm saving for college, so i don't have to get osap
[because we're still paying off my old debt, and to be considered not-with my parents income, i have to be out of school for 4 years] i've applied for september.
starting january on top of working over 40 hours a week, i'm volunteering with troubled teens and working with a coordinator for programs to keep kids/teens off the streets, and into learning and focusing on their futur.
all i want, is my time spent surfing and wasting time on the internet to be a good one. i'm just tired of this guy. it's been almost a year, like you'd think he'd given up by now?
and how pathetic is this?
it's ridiculous.
i don't care if i've gained weight since him and i dated.
i'm still thinner than i was before i started doing drugs, and starving myself etc... so honestly i think i'm healthy.
plus, give me a break- one size different is nothing.
from a 7- 8/9 big deal! and oh ouch, my double chin...
like that's something i care about. i had one before, i have one now. it's not like it's this big surprise that now that i'm nto shoving mad amounts of meth up my nose, or starving myself that it's like i've never seen myself look like this.
this is how i was before the drugs,
so as far i'm concerned this is ME.
but FUCK, if i had the level of immurity he does
i would sink to his level.
but i've tried to be positive towards all this,
and actually try and bite my tongue and be nice to him,
because i just feel like there's no point in acting like a grade schooler like he is. i'm 23, for fuck sakes.
anywayz thanks for listening.
i'm just glad i got that out.
i guess this should be in the "nobody cares thread" huh?
haha
