"Choices always were a problem for you.
What you need is someone strong to guide you."
I choose to abandon reason and rely on feelings when making decisions sometimes 'cause it works like an opiate by seemingly absolving me from any responsibility for the outcome ("it feels right, therefore it must be right!")... and it fucks me up in a similar manner in the end, but the lessons don't seem to stick...
Now, that's a major malfunction!
a good friend called Otis brought that to my attention once, unwillingly, with them two lines from Tool...
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