These past few months have been a hard path to tread.
There has been complications and drama in almost every part of my life (including health) but I have learned to deal with it much better now.
I've realized that hardly anything stresses me out anymore. And I mean, nothing. I don't get stressed out about being late. I don't get stressed over people being negative around me. I love what I'm doing. And I don't stressed with irate family members and failed attempts at reaching out. Work is a breeze... etc...
Why reach out? Who cares? Why stress? Why make your own barriers? Be stopped by adversity? This is great! I just think and do. Acknowledge and act. No dwelling. No worrying. Nothing is impossible.
What a great feeling to not care but still care.
Just wanted to share.
I find that people get in a huge rut especially during the holidays. God knows, I've heard (and read) about all the little things like Christmas that REALLY get people down. They haven't even started shopping or their family members haven't arrived yet in town yet they are already clenching their teeth. Well, after almost grinding my jaw off, I've decided that the best way to live life is to live it. To accept people for who they whether they are assholes or saints.
Fuck it, life is too short to stress. Life is too short to care what people think of you. As long as I'm not killing anyone and I'm reasonably healthy to fulfill my goals, I'm a pretty happy camper.
Thank you all for leading me to this point in life where I feel like I'm learning more than ever. You know who you are.
Not to say that there isn't shit right now. Holy crap, there's a lot of unresolved personal stuff going on right now that would've sent me to slash my wrists before but *shrug,* I don't really care! I feel like I can just deal with it when it comes. This is gonna be a good 2004.
Anyone else got some success stories as of late? FEEL the PLUR.
There has been complications and drama in almost every part of my life (including health) but I have learned to deal with it much better now.
I've realized that hardly anything stresses me out anymore. And I mean, nothing. I don't get stressed out about being late. I don't get stressed over people being negative around me. I love what I'm doing. And I don't stressed with irate family members and failed attempts at reaching out. Work is a breeze... etc...
Why reach out? Who cares? Why stress? Why make your own barriers? Be stopped by adversity? This is great! I just think and do. Acknowledge and act. No dwelling. No worrying. Nothing is impossible.
What a great feeling to not care but still care.
Just wanted to share.
I find that people get in a huge rut especially during the holidays. God knows, I've heard (and read) about all the little things like Christmas that REALLY get people down. They haven't even started shopping or their family members haven't arrived yet in town yet they are already clenching their teeth. Well, after almost grinding my jaw off, I've decided that the best way to live life is to live it. To accept people for who they whether they are assholes or saints.
Fuck it, life is too short to stress. Life is too short to care what people think of you. As long as I'm not killing anyone and I'm reasonably healthy to fulfill my goals, I'm a pretty happy camper.
Thank you all for leading me to this point in life where I feel like I'm learning more than ever. You know who you are.
Not to say that there isn't shit right now. Holy crap, there's a lot of unresolved personal stuff going on right now that would've sent me to slash my wrists before but *shrug,* I don't really care! I feel like I can just deal with it when it comes. This is gonna be a good 2004.
Anyone else got some success stories as of late? FEEL the PLUR.