Originally posted by geminigirl
I have a very strong personality.....I am very strong minded....not to mention the fact that I didn't get into it until I was 23....it is a very powerful drug.....it's not just a matter of mind over matter if you ask me.
That's exactly my point. You have to know what you are taking, that is to say, educate yourself. Without knowledge, you will snort meth, not take it orally. Without being educated, you will think nothing of binging for days on end.
Addiction isn't really about having a strong personality. It is not the drug against your personality. It is a matter of knowing what the drug will do, and not allowing that to happen. That's education.
You know, I studied alcohol for two months before I got drunk for the first time. That didn't preclude me from having a helluva problem with it eventually. In retrospect, it seems I got suckered by the "knowledge" of it being legal, and because of its accessibility.
The thing is, I think most people have a drug that they should stay away from. For me, that's alcohol. For you (geminigirl), it's meth. I do every drug you can think of, except one, and I can stop myself short with every one--save alcohol-- before there is a problem.