Alright guys, I fucking did it. Couldn't take the bullshit anymore and just left.
We were out one night at a bar, and while it seemed we were having a good enough time, she dropped an ultimatum on me (either i get her preggo by August or she will find someone else or some other way to make it happen - but i could still be her boyfriend(?))
She said choose a date, I didn't want to deal with it at the time. She made me; so I chose some stupid random date. WRONG answer. She fucking FLIPPED OUT. She was yelling - 'THATS the date you're going to break up with me?!?' I was super confused. And embarrassed. Were in a full bar - people are staring at us. She slams her drink down, pushes shit out of the way, grabs her purse and storms out. My jaw was dropped.
The bartender comes up to me after a bit and even says to me (no lie) - 'dude i don't think anyone could help but overhear what happened, and I got to tell you - nobody deserves that' and gives me a few shots on the house. Which was a really nice gesture.
So I leave, go down to the bank to get some money for a cab, and head into pizza pizza to grab a slice and then head on home. She shows up. Now it gets worse.
She storms in, starts calling me a 'piece of shit, a fucking asshole' yelling dudes. YELLING. People in the restaurant stop eating and have their jaws open at the incessant amount of diatribe vomiting out of her mouth. I wanted to cry, throw something; do something dramatic. But instead, I calmly went over to her, and in a hushed tone said 'you know what, i've fucking had just about enough of this shit from you. You've embarrassed me for the last time, I do not deserve this shit and I'm leaving you.'
I don't say another word. I turn around and leave... with whatever dignity I had left.
That shit was intense. When I was in the cab ride home, I didn't know what to feel. I was just numb.
Haven't spoken to her since. I absolutely refuse to.