perhaps you feel it too. information overload, too much work, working to party, partying to be able to work, not enough sleep, reading til you drop, it not being enough. i don't know how much longer i can take it? the harder i work the crazier i feel. i'm becoming eccentric at the very least. the text is all in small print, long chapters, oh only read 4 chapters for next week. but it's only one class. skip a little here skip a little there, i feel like i've cheated myself, but oh if i could only get some sleep. i lie in bed thinking of all that i haven't accomplished. i should've done more, it's never enough... It'll never be enough.