I think my depression is more prevalent then I had first realized. This seemed the right place to place this for some reason. I still have fun, it's always half-fun. It's not as good as it used to be. HOT DAM SHIT...I need to establish a good sleeping rhythim..i'm going to..i'm going to..i'm going to..i'm going to..i'm going to..ohh these smashing pumpkins, crazy kids "We only come out a night, We only come out at night, the days are much to bright"..heheh...LOOK AT ME EVERYONE, I'M SO STRANGE AND DARK, GET TO KNOW ME, I'M A PANDORAS BOX...ohh god, talking nonsense is not good for me, everything I said was good till I got to the PANDORAS BOX, I don't even know what it is.