Thanks so much for this Jamie, your words are very kind and a very helpful.Grief and sadness are expected. Joy at all the kindness and awe at the impact this great man made is without question. But anger is the emotion I am most sad you have to experience. You have every right to it, you really do and I'm so sorry in the wake of all those other emotions, anger has to be there. Based on everything I've read from you this far, you seem to really get that he fought hard and you get addiction is a bitch. Sadly, you get it better than most.
I know the sadness and grief and joy and awe will continue forever in their own way and their own place, but I hope and believe the anger will go away in time. I'm really saddened by this all but you both clearly got to love as great as anyone I know and anger in love rarely lasts, nor should it.
Thank you for this. This perspective is helpful. It's such a fucked up place, to be so mad at someone you love so much, even after they die.Supporting someone who has such a problem is maddening. I know that anger too well,.... watching someone destroy themselves. Rage on because right now it is feeling something. Having felt that rage myself I can say it does change.
Like many others in this thread, I only knew Kevin via the tribe message board. We ended up at a few parties together but we never formally met. Always thought he was a stand up type of guy based on his posts and all of our mutual friends had nothing but great things to say about him. I am so very sorry for your loss.And I just miss him so fucking much. I really can't believe that I'll never see him again.
Yes it is.I just saw this come across my FB feed and immediately wondered if this was the same Sarah and Kevin.
This is one of the bravest, most beautiful, personal articles I've ever read. Thank you for sharing.Here's an update on how mcbee and the girls are doing: My new life as a young widow and single mom - Chatelaine
I just came across this in my FB feed. Needless to say, I was quite shocked. It was an excellent article. All the best to mcbee and her girls.Here's an update on how mcbee and the girls are doing: My new life as a young widow and single mom - Chatelaine