A place to spend my quiet nights, time to unwind
So much pressure in this life of mine, I cry at times
I once contemplated suicide, and woulda tried
But when I held that 9, all I could see was my momma's eyes
No one knows my struggle, they only see the trouble
Not knowin it's hard to carry on when no one loves you
greatest poem I ever wrote for someone... (XRated)
Its jokes... the names changed to so and so...
So and so's lips and so and so's eyes,
So and so's hips and So and so's theighs.
So and so's at work and I am at home,
alone alone , I am home.
I've got pretty white panties or even a wool mitten.
Kiss me all gently, I'll purr like a kitten.
I can bend over back for you, If thats what you need
Undress you slowely or at a much faster speed.
Like rain on a tin roof or trees that are sappy
playing with him makes jaimie all happy.
He's super sexy, maybe crazy, and for sure cool.
but he wouldn't go swimming, in her damn swimming pool.
This isn't so Xrated as the subject says I supose
Who the hell cares though, lets take off our clothes !!
He said to me "I’ve never been alone" - and I said "thats funny I feel like I’ve been alone all my life."
Let me in - no complications
Let me in - your head, please
What are you thinking when you stare at me across the room - do you want me as much as I want you
Why did you kiss me that night
do you just give out kisses with your free soul, cuz I dont
I want to rewind time-till that night when we finally touched...it seemed right but I like to be naive
I like to pretend that people follow their hearts instead of instant gratification
So much tension between us - part of me doesn’t want it to break
I want to talk to you forever without ever talking at all - I feel you can read my thoughts like our souls are tied together and we are ignoring it...
How is it that you can barely talk to someone and feel like you’ve known them your whole life - I feel like you are me - your deep eyes - your deep heart - but yet on the surface your are so hard - so much harder than me - I just want to get lost in you- give myself a break-
why can’t "we" just tell people how we feel and them not feel alienated?
Emotions are so strong - sometimes for a brief second I wish for my emotions to go away...