oh no! i'll want the story when i see you next. (i did some good stalking, i mean crush-indulging, this weekend, myself. i didn't engage in any conversation though because, as i've said before, getting to know someone is the best way to ruin your crush on them. )My crush has been crushed. :/
i should have left the crush stay a crush
the sexual tension was energizing
now she's gone and neither of us will make the effort to reconnect.
once i get over this queasy feeling, i'm going to revitalize a previous crush. i'm going to work up the balls to ask her out. i hope it's not too late.
*facepalm*I think brush girl at work is annoyed with me. Boo to me.
the argh of frustration
the sigh of longing
Love is a certain inborn suffering derived from the sight of and excessive meditation upon the beauty of the opposite sex, which causes each one to wish above all things the embraces of the other and by common desire to carry out all of love's precepts in the other's embrace.
That love is suffering is easy to see, for before the love becomes equally balanced on both sides there is no torment greater, since the lover is always in fear that his love may not gain its desire and that he is wasting his efforts. He fears, too, that rumors of it may get abroad, and he fears everything that might harm it in any way, for before things are perfected a slight disturbance often spoils them.
Andreas Capellanus, The Art of Courtly Love