It should probably start off with an apology for all the attention whoring spam.
After that I would suggest a number of body paragraphs that let us in on the real you; they should cover how you put up a front to keep the pain of reality away, the secret hurts that lie in your past, and your fellings of the world today.
Then I would suggest you apologize once agiain and ask the community to extend you an olive branch and allow you to try and start fresh. . as the real you. Hurt, broken, over the denial and on the mend.
That is a tread I would be greatly intersted in.
I don't know you though, I could be way off base.. but if I am right, or anywhere near close please do consider what I have said.
As of now you have my compassion. It's an easy thing to loose so please don't tamper with it. . I am just trying to help.
You see spam, I see genious. Neverthless, what do I have to do for you to like me? That's what I want to know. Just tell me. Ahhhhhhh fuck, i'm being an idiot again, I could care less if you liked me or not. I just wanted to stir shit up. But I have seen a picture of you chocolate pants, and let me assure you that I like what I saw. You see this goes back to what I was saying, i'm a fucking sucker for pretty girls, I think if a pretty girls scorns me, i'll be like "whatever, she's hot". I can't help it if your hot, now can I?
Imajica, rest assure that I am not a broken man and that I will rise up...riiiiiise up. Thank you for your kind words.
I knew it when I typed it, but I just don't care. I also don't care that you don't like me, cause I like you and that's all I ever need. Except for your fascination with porno, you are an angel in my eyes.
You know most of the times I giggle to myself right before I press "Submit reply", it's fun as hell.