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a love letter

evilkiTTy

TRIBE Member
no doubt, I am living in a fucking soap opera. only the script is even more bizarre than in the ones on tv. :confused: coz this is apparently my reality.

so, here is the message i've pressed the *send* button on last night.


***


You say you hate me.

You should.

After all, your biggest fear, namely that one day you will no longer see your own face when you look in the mirror has come to be and it has knocked the wind out of you.

I finally clued in why you did not remember my name: you needed all your energy not to go blind in addition to immediately becoming deaf the moment we walked into each other, at city hall, with fucking bells ringing.

I can sit two feet from you, smile, and say: “I am not listening. I can’t hear a word you are saying” and you shut up and sigh. Because, my dear, the lessons meant for your classroom will ever apply when it comes to you and me.

I can look at you with the smallest wrinkle on my nose and you know that you are dead because I am fully aware of the desperate measures you are taking not to break down and let go of however you used to define yourself.

The day you stop kicking and screaming is the day you will comprehend that resistance is utterly futile. That day you shall grasp that all I had ever asked for is now obliterate, really, because there is nothing left of you after I am gone.

Considering that you had it all. At one point, you had you and you had me. Which, clearly, is one and the same.

You really should hate me.
 
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Pyrovitae

TRIBE Member
it sounds like a letter from a stalker to me.

'i finally clued in why you did not remember my name'

tons of mixed metaphors too. i hope for your sake you pressed the 'send' button to submit it to yourself, which would indicate a kinda cool multiple personality self loathing. otherwise...
 

the_fornicator

TRIBE Member
Originally posted by evilkiTTy
The day you stop kicking and screaming is the day you will comprehend that resistance is utterly futile. That day you shall grasp that all I had ever asked for is now obliterate, really, because there is nothing left of you after I am gone.
this sounds... I dunno... kind of restraining-order'ish.
 
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Booty Bits

TRIBE Member
so i just read that letter and it really makes you sound crazy.
was that the tone you were going for?
stalker/psycho/spurned lover/bunny burner? if so, bang-up job.
 

CLUSTER

TRIBE Member
Originally posted by Booty Bits
so i just read that letter and it really makes you sound crazy.
was that the tone you were going for?
stalker/psycho/spurned lover/bunny burner? if so, bang-up job.
LOL Liz
 

graham

Well-Known TRIBEr
Originally posted by Booty Bits
so i just read that letter and it really makes you sound crazy.
was that the tone you were going for?
stalker/psycho/spurned lover/bunny burner? if so, bang-up job.
haha !
 
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shiloh

TRIBE Member
That reminds me of a psychotic/stalker/obsessive freak i once dated.

Only his death threats were a little more straight forward.
 

Klubmasta Will

TRIBE Member
at first, i thought the post was a riddle of some sort. (so i clicked on evilkitty's name to see her other posts on this board and, well, now i think it's a serious letter.)

evilkitty - i would never try to give you meaningful advice on your situation since i do not know anything about you. if you are hurting, you may want to stay away from this message board thread (although you've probably figured that out for yourself by now).

good luck. we've all been in the dumps before. things always get better.
 
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