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    Farewell Kevin (R4V4G3D_SKU11S) :*-(

    Thank you for this. This perspective is helpful. It's such a fucked up place, to be so mad at someone you love so much, even after they die. :( sarah
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    Farewell Kevin (R4V4G3D_SKU11S) :*-(

    Thanks so much for this Jamie, your words are very kind and a very helpful. Thanks to all for,their condolences. I'm surviving. One foot in front of the other. But man,grief is fucked up. And I just miss him so fucking much. I really can't believe that I'll never see him again. :( sarah
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    Farewell Kevin (R4V4G3D_SKU11S) :*-(

    I'm so fucking pissed the drug got the better of him. I'm so fucking pissed that he had slipped back into regular, and continued use, in my own fucking home. I'm so fucking pissed he didn't tell anyone he had gone out again. Isolation is another piece of addiction, that in the end killed him...
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    Farewell Kevin (R4V4G3D_SKU11S) :*-(

    Read it every day. It's also available as a Podcast thingy. Kevin used to listen to it on his way to the subway each mroning and said it was a great way to start the day. I wish he hadn't let this recovery tool fall by the wayside. Complacency leads to overconfidence which ultimately lead to...
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    Farewell Kevin (R4V4G3D_SKU11S) :*-(

    Thanks for sharing. Please please hang on. I do not want any other family member to experience what I am experiencing. I'm so angry at Kevin because he simply got to get high and then slip away peacefully. In return, he has gutted 100s of people. But that act has caused a tsunami of grief...
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    Farewell Kevin (R4V4G3D_SKU11S) :*-(

    I still can't believe I remembered my password! And why are there no goddamn like buttons here lol?!!
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    Farewell Kevin (R4V4G3D_SKU11S) :*-(

    Hi everyone, Like many of you, I haven't been here literally in years. But when I saw and talked with Alex D at the visitation, I was hit with a massive revelation that had totally escaped me up until that point....Kevin and I met because of tribe. We knew each other's online personas and...
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    The Mom Thread

    i'm very very sorry for your loss. As someone who has cried those cries, I know exactly how your wife is feeling. I too had a missed miscarriage at 11 weeks (baby had died at 7 weeks) and as well, our son Ryder was born/died at 21w5d. It breaks my heart every time I hear of another family...
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    The Mom Thread

    Brooklyn has gone to bed many nights without eating dinner...she chooses not to eat what we've made and that's all that is offered, so she goes to bed hungry. (I die a little inside each time, but she's surviving AND she's learning I'm not a short order cook) janer, that's good to hear that...
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    The Mom Thread

    absolutely. Brooklyn was a poster child for BLW and now is a poster child for picky preschooler eating habits. The thing that BLW taught me is to not make mealtime a battle and to continually let them choose how much they want to eat. Its my job to offer nutritious meals and its her job to...
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    Thread for Sleep Help Recommendations for Baby

    I'm currently working with Lauren from Petite Sleep. 2 weeks ago Piper was taking 30 minute naps, and waking 4-5 times a night. Last night she slept from 7-10, 10:30-6. Has been taking 1.5 hour naps for a week now. petite-sleep She's been excellent! :) sarah
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    The Mom Thread

    we had to re-sleep train Brooklyn at almost 3 years old. It was hell, but it worked and she's back to being an amazing sleeper. It was way harder than when she was young. Lying in bed at 3am listening to her yell/scream 'MAMA!!! WHY AREN'T YOU COMING?????' was awful. But we all survived...
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    RIP Kenny Quinn aka pr0nstar on TRIBE.

    This has unsettled me in a way I wasn't expecting. I think its that this isn't the way things are supposed to go. He was much too young and that is not right. RIP Kenny. I'm glad our paths crossed all those years ago. :) sarah
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    The Mom Thread

    A few of Piper....
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    The Mom Thread

    Thanks everyone!! Yes, its true....my little fattie Piper is here. She was born at 12:20pm on July 5th, weighing in a 9lbs2oz. Gah! I look down at her and think, jesus THIS came out of my vagina?? Had my 3rd stretch and sweep on my due date July 4th and my water broke 15 minutes later...
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