Discussion in 'TRIBE Main Forum' started by djcheezwhiz, Mar 14, 2002.
it was the birthdate of pi the other day
i hate this waiting for sex, damndamndamn i want it now, where is he, he said he'd come, i know he will i'm just rilly rilly impatient and i hate when people spell "really" "rilly", gag. i'm so happy i have a job and a source of income now but i wonder about our materialistic society and i hope i *never* *ever* forget the lessons learned in my period of difficulty and strife...yay he called. i knew he would and did *you* know that the same man, william somethingsomething who invented the lie detector test also invented wonder woman? goes to figure with her "golden lasso of truth" and all. AND pope paul II would allow the dissolution of mariage for couples whose genitals were unfit for copulation. benjamin franklin wrote porn. 'tis true, so i suppose my aspirations to be a harlequin romance novelist aren't *that* bad, but still a cheesy thing to admit. ew. i just want the experience and the $$$ whatever, i'm human, as are we all, one thing i've learned and realized is that we all have a different unique set of experiences. i never rilly hold anything against anyone, 'cuz while i may seem semi-smart, there are things i've never known, like immigrating from a communist county, living in a war torn environment; i may know more than some about certain subjects but there are always those who know more than me, about *everything*...reality is weird. it's all a matter of perspective. life is weird, it's almost funny, a big joke, hahaha, i keep laughing 'cuz if i don't i might stop and cry...
people are weird, society is weird, sometimes it's overwhelming trying to even comprehend it all i'm not crazy, no yes i am, but everyone's crazy in their own special way and he's on his way yay!
natalie's looking for some, why don't you two hook up ?
sometimes i feel as if this dichotomy exists, "good" girl or "bad" girl, "sexual" or "celibate", (the choice is *obvious*, funfunfun~!) but i'm *both* dammit, and i wish someone would appreciate all aspects of me but that often seems like an impossibility and i'm so bad with relationships, not good, nono, boyfriends, ha!...friends, yes! i'm great with friendships, lovers, good; i have sex right now and it's fantastic sex, best of my life, and i care for him, but it's little more than that, it will never evolve, no "potential" there, really, i used to think i was too complicated for any conventional aspect of relationship-al normality but now i just feel like i haven't met the "right" guy, and for some reason it's really theraputic to ramble on an internet message board, friends and strangers alike reading my words, i care not. i've learned to be comfortable with me, and that includes my neurotic tendancies as well as the positive aspects to who i am..."i yam what i yam and that's all that i yam", popeye the sailor man...i wish sometimes that i could convey how *grateful* i am to everyone i've ever encountered for teaching me what they have and adding to my experience and there are times when i'm so filled with joy i want to hug the world...(because considering the state that it's in it definately needs it,) and i want you to know i love you all in my own unique way. thank you, life. thank you universe for providing me with everything i need to know at the appropriate times. happyhappy joy joy. it's gonna be a wonderful weekend.
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